31 August 2021

A tree burns in the Caldor Fire on August 31, 2021 near Kyburz, CA.

A tree burns in the Caldor Fire on August 31, 2021 near Kyburz, CA.

Deputy Brown radios in a spot fire discovered during patrol of the evacuated area during the Caldor Fire on August 31, 2021 near Strawberry, CA.

Deputy Brown radios in a spot fire discovered during patrol of the evacuated area during the Caldor Fire on August 31, 2021 near Strawberry, CA.

Firefighters from the San Bernadino National Forest prepare to put out a small spot fire threatening a structure near Strawberry, CA on August 31, 2021.

Firefighters from the San Bernadino National Forest prepare to put out a small spot fire threatening a structure near Strawberry, CA on August 31, 2021.

A firefighter from San Bernadino National Forest watches on as a spot fire that was threatening a structure is put out near Strawberry, CA on August 31, 2021.

A firefighter from San Bernadino National Forest watches on as a spot fire that was threatening a structure is put out near Strawberry, CA on August 31, 2021.

A chimney remains amidst a forest of burned trees on August 31, 2021 in Phillips, CA.

A chimney remains amidst a forest of burned trees on August 31, 2021 in Phillips, CA.

5 November 2019

In the early morning hours of Oct. 23, 2019 Deputy Brian Ishmael responded to a call of Marijuana plants being stolen. When he arrived on scene a man opened fire killing him and a injuring ride-along he had with him.

On Nov. 5, 2019 friends, family and peace officers from across the nation met in Roseville to remember him. It was a moving scene at the church which was at capacity.

The service concluded with a 21-gun salute, a flyover and the presenting of a flag to his wife Katie. He is survived by his wife and their three children.

Extending at least ten miles with hundred of police cars, the procession leaving Roseville saw a massive outpouring of support with thousands of people lining every intersection, overpass and streets all the way from Roseville to Placerville.

19 October 2019

Claude performs with his band at The Bitter End in New York City, NY. on Oct. 18, 2019.

Claude performs with his band at The Bitter End in New York City, NY. on Oct. 18, 2019.

Michael selfies, and yes I just used that as a verb, with Jim, Susan, and Kay outside The Bitter End in New York, NY. on Oct. 18, 2019.

Michael selfies, and yes I just used that as a verb, with Jim, Susan, and Kay outside The Bitter End in New York, NY. on Oct. 18, 2019.

Andrew and Dave chat at Susannah’s engagement party in New York, NY. on Oct. 19, 2019.

Andrew and Dave chat at Susannah’s engagement party in New York, NY. on Oct. 19, 2019.

Andrew and Dave chat at Susannah’s engagement party in New York, NY. on Oct. 19, 2019.

Andrew and Dave chat at Susannah’s engagement party in New York, NY. on Oct. 19, 2019.

Miles and Nira joke and wait for food to make its appearance at Susannah’s engagement party in New York, NY. on Oct. 19, 2019.

Miles and Nira joke and wait for food to make its appearance at Susannah’s engagement party in New York, NY. on Oct. 19, 2019.

5 October 2019

These are miscellaneous shots from my experiments with ektachrome. I’ll probably buy more of it in the future but its application is somewhat limited so it won’t be something I keep around for everyday use.

Morning light on the Capitol Building, Sacramento, CA

Morning light on the Capitol Building, Sacramento, CA

Aspen and Ponderosa Pine, South Lake Tahoe, CA

Aspen and Ponderosa Pine, South Lake Tahoe, CA

Storm clouds brew, Shingle Springs, CA

Storm clouds brew, Shingle Springs, CA

First light on the Crystal Range, South Lake Tahoe, CA

First light on the Crystal Range, South Lake Tahoe, CA

18 February 2019

“How does 08 sound?” my father asks.

My mother and I both look at each other, balking at idea. She suggests 5 and I say I’d be open to 4. We agree to 5, democracy survives yet another test. 

Now, did we actually leave at 5? Well if you know my mom you know the answer. We were still out the door before dawn so I can’t complain too much.

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Anna shows off her knitting 

Anna shows off her knitting 

Now, if you anything about my family you know we did not leave at 5. Before dawn, yes, but not 5. 

We take the old Pony Express route south which is a gorgeous drive in its own right, winding through the rolling hills far below the majestic peaks of the Sierra Nevada, past old oak trees, through mining towns where horses and people had now been replaced by cars working their way through the center of their town. Were it not for the cars and the pavement upon which they travel, one could easily forget the year or even century.

 

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Climbing into the Sierra is one of my favorite things. Seemingly without notice the foothills and oaks give way to grand mountains and pines. There had been much hay made of whether or not the road into Yosemite would actually be open. Signs along the way ambiguous and gave conflicting information. I remain confident that on a bluebird day the road would be open, barring the road being physically damaged. 

As we climb higher snow becomes omnipresent, blanketing everything around us. Freshly plowed, snowbanks with clean edges line the road. It’s that magical kind of fresh snow that glimmers as you pass it, thousands of small mirrors reflecting back the light of the sun. 

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Tunnel View feels much like Disneyland: unruly children run about, the parking lot is difficult to navigate, there’s a designated viewing area where one must jockey for position. Yet even so, it is difficult to not be inspired, to feel a connection with the artists painting the same view in the 1800s, the native Americans who lived here long before the Mexicans or the Americans who would later make their way here, to imagine that it would have been a day like today when Muir went riding an avalanche just to see what it felt like. It’s truly a place of grandeur and exploration even though for many that exploration is wholly confined to pavement. 

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In fact, it is this aspect that may be Yosemite’s greatest asset today—it is accessible. Millions of Americans every year visit as it is the most heavily trafficked National Park. Thus it provides many an avenue into appreciating the spectacular American landscape and it also minimizes impact to the rest of the park, other national forests, and wilderness areas by concentrating it in an already developed area.

During the federal government’s shutdown this past year, Joshua Tree lost millions of dollars and saw hundreds of years worth of damage. Though anomalous, it should be understood as a cautionary tale for what mismanagement and irresponsible usage of resources can look like. 

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  On the drive home we take a different route out of the park. Watching the granite walls dodge behind other hills and out of my view is melancholy but stopping at what must certainly must be America’s most picturesque gas station (if there is better please let me know so I may visit) provides a moment for reflection. As I wait in line to pay for our coffees I thought about how lucky we were to take an impromptu trip here, how incredible these kinds of places are, and how important it is to protect them. 

15 February 2019

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Early Friday morning I rode into Sacramento with my mother, Anna. I went into her work with her where she paraded me around as if I was some sort of foreign dignatary. I passed some time with her in her office and chatted with her friends before I decided it was time for me to do some exploring. Grabbing a quick bite to eat at my favorite (and the best) breakfast place in town I decided to head over to the Capitol. As I parked the Jeep a torrential downpour began without any warning.

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People began to dart all over the place, some whipping umbrellas seemingly out of nowhere while others seemed resigned to their fate.

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Minutes later the sun returned bathing the Capitol in what seemed to be an unseasonably warm shower of light. The sun, in repelling the clouds, returned to the area a light mood, the urgency of minutes past washed away as the clouds and their chaos had been by the sun.

26 January 2019

Chloe Tacata waits to be called for her first snatch.

Chloe Tacata waits to be called for her first snatch.

Chelsea Wilkes pauses for a moment during warm-ups.

Chelsea Wilkes pauses for a moment during warm-ups.

Norma Jean Hatten awaits her first lift of the meet.

Norma Jean Hatten awaits her first lift of the meet.

Coaches and athletes awaiting their turn to lift.

Coaches and athletes awaiting their turn to lift.

Alexi Fair and coach Jordan Boriak rest between lifts.

Alexi Fair and coach Jordan Boriak rest between lifts.

Robin Brougher fiddles with tape on her thumbs before her final lift.

Robin Brougher fiddles with tape on her thumbs before her final lift.

Chloe Tacata cleans seventy nine kilograms in her opening lift.

Chloe Tacata cleans seventy nine kilograms in her opening lift.

Robin Brougher makes a successful sixty eight kilogram snatch.

Robin Brougher makes a successful sixty eight kilogram snatch.

Chelsea Wilkes is congratulated by Jack Carpenter after a successful final lift.

Chelsea Wilkes is congratulated by Jack Carpenter after a successful final lift.

Coach Jessica Gee celebrates with Robin Brougher after making the heaviest clean and jerk of the meet.

Coach Jessica Gee celebrates with Robin Brougher after making the heaviest clean and jerk of the meet.

Jordan Boriak high fives Alexi Fair after a successful lift on her way to ultimately going six for six.

Jordan Boriak high fives Alexi Fair after a successful lift on her way to ultimately going six for six.

Robin Brougher, Chelsea Wilkes, Chloe Tacata celebrate their team being recognized as the best team due to their outstanding lifting.

Robin Brougher, Chelsea Wilkes, Chloe Tacata celebrate their team being recognized as the best team due to their outstanding lifting.

14 January 2019

Colin (right) mobilizes while chatting with Anthony (left) before a workout.

Colin (right) mobilizes while chatting with Anthony (left) before a workout.

Anthony, a Philadelphia Eagles fan, recounts a heartbreaking dropped pass, and subsequent interception, during the Eagles’ 14-20 loss to the New Orleans Saints, in the playoffs, to end the Eagles’ season.

Anthony, a Philadelphia Eagles fan, recounts a heartbreaking dropped pass, and subsequent interception, during the Eagles’ 14-20 loss to the New Orleans Saints, in the playoffs, to end the Eagles’ season.

Colin and Anthony belt up for heavy front squats.

Colin and Anthony belt up for heavy front squats.

Anthony front squats 265 pounds, setting an all-time personal record.

Anthony front squats 265 pounds, setting an all-time personal record.

With macabre fascination, Keith and Colin examine a significant piece of flesh and hair found on a box.

With macabre fascination, Keith and Colin examine a significant piece of flesh and hair found on a box.

Anthony, known for his keen sense of smell, lays accusation against Colin.

Anthony, known for his keen sense of smell, lays accusation against Colin.

Anthony completes a burpee box jump.

Anthony completes a burpee box jump.

Anthony, Colin, and Keith recover after their workout.

Anthony, Colin, and Keith recover after their workout.

1 January 2019

An Amtrak employee shuts a door as a train departs from Eugene, Oregon on 1 January 2019.

An Amtrak employee shuts a door as a train departs from Eugene, Oregon on 1 January 2019.

I failed in my original goal for this blog. I thought if I held myself accountable for shooting everyday I’d see a huge benefit to my photography but that didn’t happen. Or at least it didn’t happen for a year as I’d intended it too. I still shot a lot.

Reading, listening to podcasts, watching videos on youtube all began to consume more of my time as I sought to continually improve the quality of the photos I was taking. Shooting film really threw a wrench in my plans as well. Turns out analog photography is not conducive to a daily photography blog. It’s very rewarding in all sorts of ways—I think it is from shooting, developing, and printing my own film that I learned the most this year—but it is just not cut out for the kind of immediacy I wanted. Film did make me begin to understand the concept of deep work as I spent hours working in the dark room on a single print. The hours of focus on a single photograph, first as a projection then, viewed through the chemistry, under the orange safety light, made me pick apart every detail of the image. It is this time that made me come to understand so many of the details I like, and even more so what I loathe, in the images I see and capture.

It is true I did not do what I intended to do but I learned so much more than I thought I would and for this I am grateful. So as we close the door on the past year I consider about all the people and lessons I’m grateful for and with bright eyes looking toward the future I am ready to usher in a new year with boundless potential.

A man sleeps in a coffee shop in Eugene, Oregon on 1 January 2019. In 2018, the coffee shop as public space was subject of significant public debate.

A man sleeps in a coffee shop in Eugene, Oregon on 1 January 2019. In 2018, the coffee shop as public space was subject of significant public debate.

It’s important to contrast this year’s goals with last year’s. Last year it was important to build a habit so that I might take a better, more technical picture. This year I want my photos to have more meaning. I’m going to get closer, make myself more uncomfortable, and hopefully in doing so I’ll be able to say more.